Say Goodbye

I was waiting till I was done with my finals and stuff to do this.  I guess it gave me time to reflect on everything that’s happened.  Well I’m done with my first year of College.  I think shit was fucking awesome.  Had my ups and downs, discovered many new things, made new bonds.  I feel sad that I am going to be leaving, but i got to follow my dreams.

I am going to miss those nights where we would drive out a 2 AM to go to the middle of nowhere, where we sat and just talked, how i wanted to take photos of these places but never got the chance to.  I’ve been missing it for a while.

Those nights where we stayed up till the sun came up and realized i had class at 8:05, fucking journalism.  The shortcuts we discovered, the fastest point from A to B.

Getting to know you, sitting next to you in Writing class, drawing my comics of you and i.  Hoping that eventually, you’d realize, maybe your with the wrong person.  I wanted to tell you, I wanted to spill my heart out and just tell you, but it just didn’t happen. So maybe you’ll understand eventually.

I am going to miss those nights, where we sat there, the three of us, you two trying to study, and me telling my stories, you two laughing.  Me just sitting there tell you the stories of how I messed up talking to a girl or the way i got into a nigger moment.  I’ll miss just sitting there late night and just chatting it up.  You two always giving me advice, and me never listening but there just to enjoy the chat.

Going to miss playing handball till 3 in the A.M.  Then going to Kelly and eating food that ain’t good for a person at 3 A.M.

All of you have made your impressions on me and we’ll meet sometime later in life, it is a small world after all =D

Going to miss all you who have made these past 8 months of my life quite memorable, so to you all.

I’m sorry I’m leaving, I wish it didn’t have to be this way, but gotta follow my dreams.

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2 Responses to Say Goodbye

  1. the Boar says:

    good post An Rong, u’ll be missed

  2. debby says:

    I honestly don’t know what to comment. So here’s an ambiguous (and somewhat cliche) phrase that came to mind when I read your entry.

    We’ll always miss the things that came before, but we shouldn’t. They’re always popping up in the future.

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