The Chinese have an expression for people like me. 花心 (Fa-Sum), or literally translated Flower hearted. In a way that flowers pollenate and move around and create each other, never really sticking with one partner. However, I’m just guessing that could be a possible meaning.
My heart is easily swayed. I don’t know why, it is just in my nature.
In Eternal sunshine of the Spotless Mind, there was a line Jim Carey’s character Joel had said,
“Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?”
This movie was hard to follow, however, I never forgot that line, because it was as if it was me talking. I guess what I am getting at, is, it’s hard to find love, when your heart can’t decide what it likes. Maybe one day, my heart will stop floating around….
